Is money of course😂😂.Jk I mean I do but... Well maybe not a joke😂. Anywayyys.. December is here, yet another year gone by while I'm still trying to process 2019😅. Would Jan you be proud of December you? Personally I think Jan me would slightly be impressed by me now. I mean I have achieved a few things that I set out to do. This Christmas doesn't feel so Christmassy for me I don't know maybe it's because I'm a little bit under the weather or Christmas just doesn't hit the same when your an adult with responsibilities😂. What I want for Christmas really, is some good food obvi😅 and just spending time with family. Thankful for yet another year of y'know...living👌 and making it this far because honestly sometimes life sucks but this feels like a break from just everything when you get to slow down for like a week. So at least I'm thankful for that:) Merry Christmas guys. Take that break you deserve it:)